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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

An Encouraging Word

I have been reading Chip Brogden's new book, "The Irresistible Kingdom" and came across a vision of the future that strikes me as right on the money and goes right to the heart of what the Lord is doing through me and Christine with Sweetbird. In the Epilogue, Chip says:

"I perceive that the greatest outreach opportunities we will have as Christians in the twenty-first century will be demonstrating to people around us the difference between a religion about Jesus and a relationship with Jesus."

I find this extremely encouraging. If you go back and look at all the blogs I have written over the past year, this theme comes through loud and clear. It will be an important motif that runs through the songs on the next Sweetbird record ("The Great Life"), which we hope to start recording this summer and release in Spring 2009.

"Religion," says Chip, "has turned out to be even worse than a distraction from Jesus; it has become a substitute for Him."

It is difficult to say it any better than this. God bless you, Chip.

May you see Christ as Preeminent.

Agape,

Steve

ps: If you'd like to order a copy of Chip's new book (highly recommended!), click on the link below:

http://www.theschoolofchrist.org/books/kingdom.html

pss: I'll be wearing this t-shirt at upcoming Sweetbird gigs:

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Monday, December 24, 2007

A Christmas Prayer

At this time of Christmas, when we celebrate the birth of Jesus, the Alpha and Omega, I would like to send out a prayer to all our readers, a prayer that T. Austin-Sparks prayed a half century ago with his audience:

"Show me Christ. Let me see the Lord Jesus, not objectively in some vision, but by the Holy Spirit let me see what Christ is. May He make me more and more uncomfortable as to myself but then ever remind me that the work of the Holy Spirit is to reveal Him and then make me like Him. For we shall be like Him as we see Him as He is."

May the vision of Christ break upon our hearts and see His glory and His beauty.

Merry Christmas!

Agape,

Steve

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

The End of Christianity

In my last blog, I discussed a vision the Lord had given me. The vision was a book titled, "An Open Heaven: Living a Life of Love in the Spirit." I had hinted in my blog that future posts would likely be centered around the main ideas of the book.

One of the main ideas in the book is that there is a profound difference between Christianity and Christ. In my previous post, I noted that Christianity lacked the Spirit of the very Being that it is worshiping. How do we know this to be true? Well, when we examine the Christian landscape with its 38,000 denominations, we see little Spiritual fruit. This is a telltale sign that Christ isn't living in the hearts of those who call themselves Christians.

What does this imply about Christianity as a religion? Well, to be blunt and truthful, Christianity as we know it today has no future. It will ultimately vanish. It will be destroyed, along with all the other religions on Earth. They have to be destroyed if Christ isn't there. He is all that will be left when everything is said and done (more on this below).

Earlier this week, I discovered a talk given by T. Austin-Sparks over 40 years ago that was published in an article titled, "Under the Spirit's Government." As I was reading, I came across a passage which expressed the same prediction about the future of Christianity as articulated above. Here's what Sparks said:

"The Wind's blowing today, my word its blowing over this earth. Look at all the testing, see all the tragic crashing to the ground. Do you know dear friends, that Christianity as we now know it is going to be blown to bits, absolutely to bits and there's going to be nothing of it left. Christianity as we know it. All these things must be dissolved, says Peter. This whole cosmic order and this whole Christian system as we know it, is going. You say, "That's a terrible statement; on what authority?" Well, plenty! I have lived through two world wars, what have we seen? I know that's a very simple and small example of what I'm saying; we have seen many and many a place with a great Christian tradition, something that has stood for something, simply crushed to the ground, hardly one stone left upon another. Everywhere destruction; no preferences, no favouritisms, and God, where is God? Where's God? "Oh, if anything ought to have been preserved, that ought to have been preserved, God ought to have protected that!" No, the answer is no! Why? Because God is not interested in things. God is only interested in one matter. The Holy Spirit is only concerned about one matter, dear friends, one matter only and history bears this out. The Holy Spirit is only concerned with Christ. With Christ, with what is Christ, what is of Christ, with the measure of Christ. The Holy Spirit has only One in His vision, that's Christ, and He's always saying "How much really of the eternal essence of Christ is here?"

And so you can go to Asia Minor today and find no trace of the churches in Asia, you can go to Galatia, you can go to all these places of the New Testament and find nothing today as places. Now the first three chapters of the book of the Revelation just bear down upon that. Note to the churches, to the seven churches in Asia, what the Spirit saith, what the Spirit saith, what the Spirit saith; seven times: "What the Spirit saith." The Wind is blowing... what for? Just to discover not, not whether this has got the tradition, not this and that and something else, not whether they've got a building and a place of meeting, or a technique of worship or kind of New Testament order BUT, whether they have that or not, how much of the risen, living, exalted Christ is here? And the Holy Spirit will go as far as to say "Repent or I will remove thy lampstand out of its place because the light's gone'. What's the good of a lampstand if there is no light? Mere ornaments the Holy Spirit is not interested in. Do you see the point? The Light is Christ, the measure of Christ, it is Christ, it is Christ! What the Spirit saith is not this and that, I know thy works and thy labours and thy patience, all that is very good, BUT!"

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Christianity - blown to bits! Why? Because God is not interested in things. Religion is all about things, but the Lord wants nothing to do with all the things religion has to offer. Listen to the Spirit coming through the prophet Amos:

"I hate, I despise your religious feasts; I cannot stand your assemblies. Even though you bring me burnt offerings and grain offerings, I will not accept them. Though you bring choice fellowship offerings, I will have no regard for them." (Amos 5:21-22)

The Spirit said a similar thing through the prophet Isaiah:

Stop bringing meaningless offerings! Your incense is detestable to me. New Moons, Sabbaths and convocations-I cannot bear your evil assemblies. Your New Moon festivals and your appointed feasts my soul hates. They have become a burden to me; I am weary of bearing them. When you spread out your hands in prayer, I will hide my eyes from you; even if you offer many prayers, I will not listen. Your hands are full of blood. (Isaiah 1:13-15)

Note the language the Spirit is using to the religious hearts in Israel - "hate," "despise," "evil," "burden," and "hands full of blood." That is very strong language - strong language that fell on deaf ears. Israel could not hear the voice of the Lord. The Spirit continued to hammer away at the same message with the prophet John the Baptist and Jesus. Here's what the Spirit said through the prophet John:

"But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees coming to where he was baptizing, he said to them: "You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the coming wrath? Produce fruit in keeping with repentance. And do not think you can say to yourselves, 'We have Abraham as our father.' I tell you that out of these stones God can raise up children for Abraham. The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire." (Matthew 3:7-10)

And then there is the Lord going on a rampage outside of temple in Jerusalem just before Passover (the time when the Israelites commemorate the Exodus, their liberation from Egyptian slavery, which God had accomplished for His purpose):

"When it was almost time for the Jewish Passover, Jesus went up to Jerusalem. In the temple courts he found men selling cattle, sheep and doves, and others sitting at tables exchanging money. So he made a whip out of cords, and drove all from the temple area, both sheep and cattle; he scattered the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. To those who sold doves he said, "Get these out of here! How dare you turn my Father's house into a market!" (John 2:13-16)

And we have Jesus' impassioned cry to the people of Jerusalem in the Gospel of Matthew:

"O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing. Look, your house is left to you desolate. For I tell you, you will not see me again until you say, 'Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.'" (Matthew 23:37-39)

Here we have the Spirit telling Israel that they have become a people unwilling to listen - unwilling to hear the voice of the Lord and obey Him. We hear the Spirit time and time again telling His people to put an end to all the religious things and change their hearts (repent!). Listen to the Spirit through the prophet Ezekiel:

"I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws." (Ezekiel 36:26-27)

A new heart - that's Jesus - Son of man. The Spirit in Ezekiel 36 is the Holy Spirit. Blessed with His Spirit, we are able to follow Him. As we follow Him, our hearts are filled with His Spiritual fruit - love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23) . As Paul told the Galatians, there is no law against Spiritual fruit. Love is the fulfillment of the law (Romans 13:10).

The fruit that is produced by the Spirit is proof that He is living inside our heart. When people see our hearts and observe our behavior, they see His Spiritual fruit. His fruit becomes beautiful light that shines through our hearts.

Love, Light and Life. That is The Way. That is Christ.

As Sparks' said in his speech back in 1965, God is only interested in one matter. The Holy Spirit is only concerned about one matter - one matter only - and history bears this out. The Holy Spirit is only concerned with Christ. With Christ, with what is Christ, what is of Christ, with the measure of Christ. The Holy Spirit has only One in His vision, that's Christ, and He's always saying "How much really of the eternal essence of Christ is here?"

Christianity is full of things that have bear no relation to Christ - with what He is, with what is of Him, and with the measure of Him. If God doesn't see Christ, then whatever things He is seeing - including all the religious things associated with Christianity - will vanish. They have no future.

Absent Christ and His Spirit, we can confidently predict that Christianity as we know it has no future. All 38,000 denominations - Catholic, Protestant, you name it - along with all the church buildings, robes, and related-religious activities, all of it gone. Kaput! Blown to bits! In other words, the end of Christianity as we know it.

While this message may be upsetting to some people in the world - particularly those who are in bondage to all those religious things that are not of Christ and are fond of such things - it is a message that needs to be heard and understood. God is moving all things toward Christ whether we like it or not. It's the truth. And yes, sometimes the truth hurts. But the truth also sets us free.

God's plan is amazingly simple: Christ as Preeminent in the universe. He is the Alpha and Omega - the beginning and end. The future has already been written. There is no room for anything that is not of Christ. There is no room for darkness in the Kingdom. There is only His light.

Here's the bottom line:

An Open Heaven has no religious things. There is nothing standing in the way of your heart and Christ. It is just you and the Holy Spirit and the Lord - an intimate relationship. That is the way the God wants it. That is The Way.

May your heart be full of His Spiritual fruit and may He shine brightly through you.

Agape,

Steve
Saturday, December 15, 2007

An Open Heaven

In reviewing all the blogs I have written over the past year, several themes or main threads are evident. I wanted to review these themes today, and then reveal a vision the Lord gave me recently that will likely dictate the future direction of the material you will find here. Let's start with the major themes and main threads.

One of the major themes that emerges from my writings is the importance of seeing Christ as something Spiritual and not religious. As I have come to clearly understand, Christ and Christianity are two vastly different things. The Holy Spirit is largely absent from Christianity today (more on this below), but you cannot separate the Holy Spirit from Christ - they are One.

The second main theme, which is closely related to the first, is the centrality of the heart in following Christ. The Spirit connects our heart with God's heart. It's a heart-to-heart connection. Christ shows us the way directly to God's heart. To live in the Spirit is to journey into the heart of God and to live a life of love. This is God's purpose for all of our lives - to see Christ, surrender our hearts to Him, and live a life of love.

The third theme, which is perhaps the most important of all, is knowing God is love (1 John 4:8) and understanding the power - the incredible light - of His never-failing love (1 Corinthians 13). It is the Spirit that gives us the ability to comprehend God's amazing love through our hearts. It is not something we can learn by going to school, or get through studying the Bible, or any other academic or educational pursuit.

Simply stated, it is the Spirit, not any religion man devises in the name of Christ, that gives Light, Love, and Life. If the Spirit isn't present in the heart of the believer, he or she cannot follow Christ.

I would now like to discuss the vision the Lord gave me. It's only a glimpse of things to come, but I believe there will be much gained from following the vision in the months and years ahead.

Last week, as I was finishing up a book by T. Austin-Sparks titled "Prophetic Ministry," the Lord gave me a vision. The vision wasn't crystal clear at first. I saw it dimly, as through a dark glass. However, I could feel the Spirit pulling me strongly toward clarity, forcefully toward the light. The vision I received was a book -a book I would author, guided by the Spirit.

I was captivated by the vision when it appeared. I have written two books (both professional books on investing) over the past decade. I enjoy writing. It's a talent God gave me and I receive joy from using my God-given talent.

What was interesting about the timing of the vision is that not long ago I had a deep, spirit-filled conversation with one of Christine's childhood friends. Christine's dear friend told me she felt she was being guided closer to Jesus, and she mentioned after reading all of my blogs, that she felt the Lord was calling me to write a book.

At the time she mentioned the book idea to me I did not dismiss the thought. I recall saying that it was certainly consistent with the way things were evolving.

Feeling moved by the vision the Lord had given me, I took out a legal pad and wrote down a stream of thoughts. I was writing furiously. In a matter of minutes, I filled a whole page. When I examined what I had written, I saw the words "Spirit," "Heart," "Love," "Brokenness," "Repentance," "Sin," "Religion," "Fruit," "The Cross" and "Holiness." Looking at the words, I saw many important concepts I have been meditating on over the past several years.

In trying to find the common thread that pulled all these words and concepts together, I tried to imagine a title for the book. I struggled to see the title at first. I wrote down several titles, but none resonated with my heart. And then something very special happened. The title appeared, as if out of nowhere. Here's what I saw:

AN OPEN HEAVEN
Living a Life of Love in the Spirit

How beautiful
!, I thought. What a magnificent book title! An Open Heaven. Immediately, I saw a beautiful landscape. In every direction I looked I saw love. Love was everywhere! My heart was filled with indescribable joy.

I thought about the book title more deeply. An Open Heaven - a Spiritual place - another dimension not of this Earth, that is filled with nothing but God's love. Oh my! Could there be anything more beautiful than an Open Heaven? What living soul wouldn't want to see this place?

My mind raced ahead. I asked the Lord to illuminate the purpose of the book. He didn't respond right away. Days passed. I waited patiently for His guidance.

This morning, as I was finishing Sparks' book "Prophetic Ministry," the main thesis of the book "An Open Heaven" appeared to me. I saw it clearly in a few things Sparks said in the concluding chapter (bold added for emphasis):

"Now, the difference between the dispensations is just that. In the old dispensation everything had to be told to the people. They had to get it secondhand from someone else; it was never their own, it was not original. In the new dispensation of the Holy Spirit, the thing was in themselves; the root of the matter was in them. But Christianity has become very largely a system which has reverted to the level of the old dispensation. That is, so many Christians have their lives based upon addresses and sermons and going to meetings and being told by other people. How many Christians do you find today who are really living in the good of a throbbing, personal revelation of Jesus Christ?

The great need of our day is for the people of God to be re-established on the basis upon which the Church was founded in the beginning, a Holy Ghost basis; and the very beginning of that basis is this - not to have a lot of information given to Christians, but that the Christians should have the faculty of spiritual sight within them, should have the capacity for seeing, and should themselves be seeing. Can you say: 'My eyes are open; I am seeing God's eternal purpose, I am seeing the significance of Christ; I am seeing more and more as to the Lord Jesus'? Unless it is like that, we shall leave the Holy Ghost behind, and we shall have to turn round and go back to find Him where we left Him, because a life in the Holy Ghost right up to date is a life of continually increasing vision. Vision is absolutely essential, both as to faculty and as to object."

The main thesis of the book I saw in my vision was staring me right in the face! It was in the powerful message Sparks was giving his audience over fifty years ago. I read the passage again to make sure I didn't miss anything. When I read it again, I was moved greatly by a few sentences:

"But Christianity has become very largely a system which has reverted to the level of the old dispensation. That is, so many Christians have their lives based upon addresses and sermons and going to meetings and being told by other people."

That's what the Spirit has been telling me for years now. Oh, the tears I have shed asking the Lord to shed light on the problems with Christianity. Sparks wrote his book in the 1950s, but the condition of Christianity is the same today, or perhaps even worse.

Sparks' then asks this penetrating question:

"How many Christians do you find today who are really living in the good of a throbbing, personal revelation of Jesus Christ?"

Not many, I thought to myself. In fact, I thought that I could probably count on two hands all those Christians I have met in my life that have truly seen Christ. And therein lies the biggest issue with Christianity today. It is largely a religion devoid of Christ. Put simply:

Christianity lacks the Spirit of the very Being it is worshiping.

Interestingly, this is the same way Jesus found Judaism nearly 2,000 years ago. Nothing much has changed. All that has happened is that we have created another religion and placed Jesus Christ at the center of it. Meanwhile, the hearts of those who call themselves Christians and who worship Jesus every Sunday in the many churches on this planet (pick one of the 38,000 denominations of your choice) are of the exact same condition as the hearts that spat in Jesus' face and pleaded with the Roman leader, Pontius Pilate, to crucify Him.

What do we see when we look at the Christian landscape today? Do we see a landscape of love? Do we see an Open Heaven? Sadly, we do not. Rather, what we see are predominately hearts of stone - the very kind of heart that the Spirit described through the prophet Ezekiel (37:26-27). A kind of heart that is the directly opposed to Jesus' heart.

What would the Lord today say to the leaders of Christianity if He were present to speak to them? I think He would say the very same thing He said to the Pharisees nearly 2,000 years ago:

Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you cleanse the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of extortion (greed) and self-indulgence. Blind Pharisee, first cleanse the inside of the cup and dish, that the outside of them may be clean also.

"Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of dead men's bones and everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness." (Matthew 23:25-28)

Jesus would tell Christian leaders - many, but certainly not all - that they are dead inside. Their hearts are stone. There is no Light, Love or Life. They call themselves men of God, but they are no such thing in His eyes. They are full of hypocrisy, wicked and downright evil.

So how does Christianity get back to Christ? Here's what Sparks says:

"The great need of our day is for the people of God to be re-established on the basis upon which the Church was founded in the beginning, a Holy Ghost basis; and the very beginning of that basis is this - not to have a lot of information given to Christians, but that the Christians should have the faculty of spiritual sight within them, should have the capacity for seeing, and should themselves be seeing."

That's exactly the subject that my book is going to explore: How to get back to Jesus. How to see Christ, be blessed with His grace, and live a life of love in the Spirit. How to see the Kingdom of God. The disciples saw Christ. Saul of Tarsus saw Christ. Read The Book of the Acts and see how their lives were utterly transformed by the Spirit. The Holy Spirit is a precious gift and this gift is essential if we are to follow Jesus.

To see Christ, to be blessed with His Spirit, and be guided by His Spirit is what Christianity should be all about. It should be a Great Life filled with Light and Love! It should be a life filled with all His Spiritual fruit - love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. There is, said the Spirit through Paul, no law against such things (Galatians 5:23).

Christianity should be about having an intimate, personal relationship with Jesus - a relationship, not a religion. It should be about living a life of love that begins by allowing His Spirit to transform our hearts from the inside out. Christianity is not that way today. Many of those who call themselves Christians have lost The Way, just as the Jews did over 2,000 years ago.

A relationship with Jesus, led by His Spirit, will take you into the Kingdom if you do what the Spirit tells you to do. You must follow the Spirit. You must do what He tells you to do. Jesus came so that we could hear the good news (which is what gospel means) about His Kingdom. The Kingdom of God has Christ at its center and His Spirit as the guide. God, Christ and the Holy Spirit are One.

When you see Christ and receive the Holy Spirit, you become part of His Church. The Kingdom is not something that you join or pay money to become a member. It is much more than that - so much more! Your life becomes an extension of His Church (the Greek word for His Church is "Ekklesia"). Jesus was very clear about all of this when he was walking the Earth. The Lord said:

"And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it." (Matthew 16:18)

Jesus is building His Church and Satan will not prevail against it. The man-made churches that house Christians here on earth will fade away and die eventually, but the Church Jesus is building is eternal. There is nothing more glorious for a man, woman or child than to be a living stone in the Church the Lord is building and to possess a heart filled with God's love.

I feel very strongly that this book that Lord gave me a vision of will have a positive, uplifting message for all believers alike. It may even touch the hearts of non-believers. It will illuminate the beauty of Christ and the beauty of living in His Spirit. It will help people see that there is something greater out there - a better way to live that has nothing to do with religion and everything to do with having a relationship with Jesus.

To see Christ, to have Christ in our hearts, and follow Him is to journey into an Open Heaven. There is no greater journey I can conceive in this universe. It is the ultimate journey - the journey of a billion lifetimes.

It takes faith to follow the Lord, perhaps more faith than most people realize or know. The key is to never lose hope. Hope is the light that allows you to see Him when there is only darkness in your life. Hope is what gives you the strength to reach deep down when nothing is going right. Hope is what overcomes darkness and despair so you can keep the faith.

Faith and hope will lead you directly to God's heart - to a heart filled with a love that you cannot even begin to understand until you see Christ. And when you do see Christ and begin to comprehend God's heart, all other things will fade away and seem insignificant by comparison. You will see an Open Heaven filled with God's glorious love. You will be One with the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit.

"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." (1 Corinthians 13:13)

To be continued...

May you see Christ and may His love reign supreme in your heart.

Agape,

Steve

Thursday, December 13, 2007

A Revelation of Hope

"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."(1 Corinthians 13:13)

Over the past six months, I've written a lot of the topic of faith and love. Faith and love are critical components of Christianity. There is no Christianity without faith and love. As Paul told the Galatians:

"For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value. The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love." (Galatians 5:6)

"The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love."

Oh, the power, the light, the heat from this one sentence! The Holy Spirit was pouring through Paul's heart when he spoke those words. Faith expressed through love - the only thing that counts in Christianity. To see the truth in this one small fragment of Scripture it to see Christ in all God's glory for all eternity!

But what about hope? Where does hope fit into Christianity? For the past year, I've been asking the Lord to illuminate the meaning and importance of hope in the Kingdom. I haven't said anything about hope because I had not received a revelation of hope... until today.

As I was reading a book by Watchman Nee titled "The Release of the Spirit," I came across this passage:


(people that haven't been broken) do not see the hand of God. While God is working, while God is attempting to break their natural, soulish strengths, they do not recognize it as being from Him. They are devoid of light, seeing only men opposing them. They imagine their environment is just too difficult, and their circumstances are to blame. So they linger in their darkness and despair. (Source: Watchmen Nee, The Release of the Spirit)

So they linger in their darkness and despair... darkness and despair... darkness and despair.

Those two words - darkness and despair - rolled through my mind. And then, in an instant, a light went off. I saw the meaning of hope. I finally saw it!

Hope is what allows a spiritual being - a man, woman or child - to overcome any darkness and despair. That is the power of hope. It overcomes darkness and despair. We have hope in His light! We have hope in the awesome power of His Spirit! His never-failing love (1 Corinthians 13:8) - NEVER FAILING LOVE! - gives us hope!

I went to the Bible for confirmation of my revelation of hope. The Spirit guided me to Romans. As I was reading Paul's letter to the Romans, I came across this Scripture:


"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." (Romans 15:13)

There it is! There is confirmation of my revelation.

Let's dissect Romans 15:13 so we can digest it:


The God of hope...
(God of hope! He is hope!)

fill you with joy and peace...
(i.e., filled with Spiritual fruit)

and you trust in him...
(i.e., believe in Him - have faith in Him)

So that you may overflow with hope...
(overflow with hope - overcome darkness, no despair!)

By the power of the Holy Spirit.
(Christ in our hearts - the most precious gift of all!)

Now, let us go back to look again at 1 Corinthians 13:13 and tie everything back to Christ:

"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."


FAITH: Christ is faithfulness. God will never forsake us (Isaiah 41:17). Have faith in Him.

HOPE: Christ is hope. The God of hope (Romans 15:8). May your heart overflow with hope.

LOVE: Christ is love. God is love (1 John 4:8). May your heart be filled with His never failing love.

May you see Him as faithfulness, hope, and love.

Agape,

Steve

Refusing to be Broken

I have been asking the Lord to illuminate the reasons why many Christians have difficulty seeing Him. Not long ago, I came across a book by Watchman Nee titled, "The Release of the Spirit."

Nee's book is full of light on the topic of brokenness and the Holy Spirit. Here is what he has to say about the reasons why the Lord has difficulty breaking through to people (bold added for emphasis):

"Why is it that after many years under the Lord's dealing, some remain the same? Some individuals have a forceful will. Many have powerful emotions. And others have a strong mind. Why aren't these people broken? We believe there are two main reasons.

First, they live in darkness. Hence, they do not see the hand of God. While God is working, while God is attempting to break their natural, soulish strengths, they do not recognize it as being from Him. They are devoid of light, seeing only men opposing them. They imagine their environment is just too difficult, and their circumstances are to blame. So they linger in their darkness and despair.

May God give us enlightenment to see what is from His hand. Subsequently, may we kneel down and say to Him, "It is You after all. Since it is You, I will accept what You are doing." It is God's very own hand that is dealing with us. We need to learn how to kneel down, kiss the hand, and love the hand that deals with us. We must have this kind of light to see that whatever exists in our difficult circumstances, we accept and believe that it is God's hand. The Lord can never do any wrong.

Second, another great hindrance in breaking the outer man is self-love. We must ask God to take away the heart of self-love. As He deals with us in response to our prayer, we should worship and say, "O Lord, if this be Your hand, let me accept it from my heart." Self-love is a basic difficulty with most believers. May the Lord speak to us today that we may be able to pray: "O my God, I have seen that all things come from You. All my hardships these past five, ten, or twenty years, are of You. Today, I see Your hand in all of my situations. I am willing to offer myself to You. Once again, I place myself in Your hands."

Nee tells us that the Lord has difficulty breaking those who living in darkness and/or are filled with self-love. I can relate directly to what he is saying. Prior to being broken, I lived in darkness and my heart was filled with self-love. I look back at my life now and see that the Lord was trying to get me to see the light, but I refused to see. It took a major crisis to bring me down. It was during the darkest time of my life that I saw His light. He revealed Himself to me, I saw Him through the eyes of my heart, and I became entangled with Him via the Holy Spirit.

I often say that the way the Lord works is often not pretty, but the end result is always beautiful.

May you be broken and may you see His light.

Agape,

Steve
Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Inside Out

Christine and I are gearing up to record another record which we are calling "The Great Life." For the past five years, Sweetbird has been on a spiritual journey that has been unlike anything either one of us has experienced in our lives. The Cross has been the central part of our journey and easily the most painful. We have been dying together - each at our own pace, allowing the Lord to break and empty and ground us to powder. We both realize this is the only way God can get what He wants out of us. We both know that the Cross is the place where our hearts become transformed with His love and we become One with the Lord.

Outside of the work on the Cross, another difficult part of our spiritual regeneration has been dealing with the Christian community. We both sense in our hearts that something is profoundly wrong with Christianity today, and I have written many blogs on this subject over the past year. The fact that Christianity consists of approximately 38,000 denominations should tell you immediately that people have lost The Way. Christ is One. He is not divided.

The other problem with Christianity that the Lord has illuminated to me (thank you for the light, Lord!) is that His Spirit is lacking. This is the fundamental problem with Christianity today. It is lacking the spiritual dimension that connects our hearts with His heart. Nearly all of the people that call themselves Christians have not seen Christ and have not been blessed with His Spirit. You cannot follow the Lord unless you are blessed with the Holy Spirit. It is the Spirit that makes you a Christian and a follower of Christ. It is not something you do. It is something He does thorough you.

How do you receive the Holy Spirit? Well, that is the key question, and I'm still in the process of coming to a full understanding the dynamics associated with receiving the Spirit. Let's start with a simple question: Can we ask the Lord and pray for the Holy Spirit? Yes, we can, but that doesn't mean we will receive it upon asking.

In his writings, T. Austin-Sparks tells us that receiving the the Holy Spirit first requires a crisis in our lives. There must be a crisis - something that takes us down to our knees and crushes us (TAS had such a crisis when he was 28). The crisis, in turn, produces brokenness. Being broken is incredibly painful, but brokenness allows the Lord to open the eyes of your heart.

When the eyes of your heart are open, you now have the ability to see Christ. When you receive a revelation and see Christ, you enter another dimension - a spiritual realm. That's where He is. The moment your spirit is raised from the state of death, you receive the Holy Spirit (cf. Nee, "The Release of the Spirit.") You become joined or entangled with Him through the Holy Spirit. The Spirit takes over. It is the Spirit which gives life.

Blessed with the Holy Spirit, The Cross becomes central to your spiritual life. When the Lord, through the Holy Spirit, commands you to do something, you do it - even if it looks wrong to other people on the outside (Noah, why are you building that ark in the desert - have you lost your mind?) or it doesn't make sense at the time (Moses, why aren't we back in Egypt? It stinks out here in the wilderness!). You just do it!

It is clear to me that Christianity is largely devoid of the Holy Spirit and therein lies the crux of the problem. The earthly person cannot understand the spiritual person. Earthly Christians lack the faculty - the Holy Spirit - that allows them to connect with the Lord. What do you see when you have people that call themselves Christians but lack His Spirit. You get a situation exactly like the one Jesus experienced with Israel nearly 2,000 years ago!

If you go back and look at the experiences Jesus had on earth, you will see that the religion (Judaism) was there. The Old Testament and the prophets were read every Sabbath. They had the rituals, the tithes, the feasts, the offerings. The Jews were following the letter of the law.

But there was something profound missing - something missing on the inside that could not be perceived by human eyes. This is the message of all the prophets, including Jesus. God was telling the people through the prophets that their spiritual condition was wrong. Their hearts were not right. The outside may have been right, but the inside was very, very wrong. Christ wasn't in their hearts.

To God, the inside is everything. Recall what Jesus said to the religious leaders of Israel:

"Blind Pharisee, first cleanse the inside of the cup and dish, that the outside of them may be clean also." (Matthew 23: 26)

This is precisely what has been happening to Christine and me over the past 5 years. The Lord is cleansing us from the inside. It doesn't look right on the outside to people - in fact, it looks completely wrong (akin to Noah building an ark in the desert). It's not pretty. But this process of allowing the Lord to clean out all the things that are not of Christ in our hearts is absolutely essential. That's what our extremely painful work on the Cross is all about - it allows the Lord to cleanse our hearts so that we are right with Him.

Inside --> Out

Cleanse the inside first - that is, get our hearts (our spiritual condition) right with the Lord - so that the outside may also be clean. That's the correct order of things in the Spiritual Realm. (Incidentally, "Inside Out" is the title of a wonderful song Christine received from the Spirit recently that will be on "The Great Life").

The Pharisees were looking right at Jesus - The Christ - the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords - but they could not see Him! They had their Scriptures, they had all the words of the prophets, they had their trials and tribulations of the past. But because their spiritual condition was not right - because the eyes of their hearts were not opened - they could not see Him.

"We must get rid of this lunatic from Nazareth who says we are blind", said the Pharisees. "Crucify him!"

The spiritual condition of the Pharisees, much like many of the leaders of Christianity today, was nothing short of tragic!

The Holy Spirit is required - IT IS ESSENTIAL - to transition people from an earthly system to a spiritual or heavenly system. This transition is what T. Austin-Sparks calls "The Great Transition." In Chapter 7 of his book, "The Prophetic Ministry," Sparks describes the process of the The Great Transition. Here's what Sparks says (bold italics added for emphasis):

THE PROPHETS' ULTIMATE MEANING SPIRITUAL AND HEAVENLY

Those referred to in Acts 13:27, or those of whom they were typical, had a kind of apprehension of the Scriptures. There was no doubt at all about their devotion to the Word of God. They were fundamentalists of a rabid kind, as far as the inspiration of the Scriptures was concerned. They stickled for the Scriptures; they dotted all the 'i's and crossed all the 't's. Many among them were particular about the smallest detail in the realm of outward observances, even to the point of fussy fastidiousness. Because the law ordained that a tithe of all the fruit of the land was the Lord's, they tithed meticulously even their mint and other herbs - but at the same time over-looked the things that were inward and which mattered much more to the Lord, such as judgment, mercy and faith (Matthew 23:23). That was their apprehension, their mentality, their position. They saw everything on the horizontal. It was a matter of the exact technique of Scripture.

What was the result? Well, they were perpetuating an earthly system with the Word of God. Their 'church' was the 'church of Israel', the 'Israelitish church' - and you can put in the place of Israel any other denominational title that you like. That church had its own particular forms, its vestments, its ritual, its liturgy, and all according to the Scriptures. It had its reading of the prophets every Sabbath. It had the whole system; but it was right down here on this earth and as dead as anything could be. It was purely formal; it was not getting through to God's end at all. Scriptural, in a sense, though it was, it was failing to realise the eternal counsels of God. When the Holy Ghost came, He did not sweep away the prophets, the Old Testament. He took them up and showed that there was something more - something more than all that earthly, perfect technique of the Word of God, with all its accompaniments - without which all that other would have to be set aside. And it is going to be set aside. It fails to reach God's end, therefore it passes out; and that is the issue of the Book of the Acts - the great transition. There is a Divine meaning back of all that, and when you have the Divine meaning, you can dispense with the other - it can go. If you have the thing in the really spiritual sense and realm, in the living and heavenly way, it does not matter about the other; that just drops out and falls away.

That is what happened in the Book of the Acts. You can hardly see the point at which it happened, but there is such a point. The Apostles did go on attending the temple and the synagogues for a little while, and then they ceased to do so. They were continuing for a time, but then it was as though they were steadily, quietly, moving out, and eventually they were out. Something had happened. They had come into the real thing and the initial thing had gone. The one led to the other, but it had served its purpose. They came into the heavenly good and meaning of it all; it was not a matter of technique now.

There are many who will say about the fixed orders and rituals: 'Of course, we do not regard this as everything; it is only symbolic. We do remember that it implies and points to something else, and it is that something else we are thinking of.' Yes, but is it not true that, when the Holy Ghost comes, as He came then, and gets possession, and you go on with Him, more and more the emphasis of the merely outward and earthly and temporal aspects of Christianity fade away, and you become increasingly occupied with the glory of the reality? The Jesus of history gives full place to the Jesus of the Spirit, of heaven. That is exactly what is meant by "the voices of the prophets".

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A friend of mine - a very spiritual man - told me not long ago that he thought Jesus could walk into most churches today and few people, if any, would recognize Him. In other words, things are no different today than they were when Jesus was blasting the religious leaders of Israel nearly 2,000 years ago (see Matthew 23).

How sad. After nearly 2,000 years, we have all these churches and all these things that go with them that we call Christianity, but Christ is not there. We've got it right on the outside, but things are completely wrong on the inside. This is the same condition Israel was in when the Lord was speaking through Isaiah :

"Stop bringing meaningless offerings!
Your incense is detestable to me.
New Moons, Sabbaths and convocations-
I cannot bear your evil assemblies.

Your New Moon festivals and your appointed feasts my soul hates. They have become a burden to me; I am weary of bearing them.

When you spread out your hands in prayer,
I will hide my eyes from you; even if you offer many prayers,
I will not listen.
Your hands are full of blood;"

(Isaiah 1:13-15)

Enough of the religion, says the Lord, give me your hearts!

And this is exactly what the Lord said through Ezekiel:

"I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them." (Ezekiel 36:26-27)

A new heart. That's what is required. The Cross is the place where a heart made of stone becomes of heart full of His love and Spiritual fruit - the heart of Christ. There is nothing more Divine in all the universe.

Looking at Christianity today, it is strange to realize that not much has changed since Jesus walked the earth. To be sure, there are hearts filled with the Holy Spirit, and this is a mighty and great thing. A MIGHTY AND GREAT THING!

But Spirit-filled hearts seem to be rare in Christianity today. This is a great mystery to me. I may never understand it, but I trust the Lord knows what He is doing. I believe His Spirit is the most powerful energy in the universe. And furthermore, I know in my heart that without His Spirit, it is impossible to follow Him.

May the eyes of your heart be opened so you can see Him, receive Him, and follow Him.

Agape,

Steve
Tuesday, December 11, 2007

The Only Way to Spiritual Knowledge

I came across another powerful passage in T. Austin-Sparks' book, "Prophetic Ministry." There is much light that comes from these two paragraphs. I would recommend meditating deeply on what Sparks says here:

"The Cross is the only way to spiritual knowledge. Important as study of the Word of God may be in its own realm, as laying a foundation for the Holy Spirit to work upon, you never come to a knowledge of the Lord simply by studying the Bible. The Holy Spirit may use what you know of the Bible to teach you much, to explain your experiences, to enable you to understand what the Lord is doing, but you never get this kind of spiritual knowledge by study and by teaching.


You must be prepared to let the Cross be so applied to your life that you are broken and emptied and fairly ground to powder - so that you are brought to the place where, if the Lord does not do something, you are finished. If you are prepared for that way, you will get to know the Lord. That is the only way. It cannot be by addresses or lectures. They have their value, but you do not know the Lord spiritually along those lines."

May you become broken and emptied.

Agape,

Steve

Spirituality is Knowing the Lord

Here's a little passage I came across in T. Austin-Sparks' wonderful book, "Prophetic Ministry" that sheds light on the issue of being broken and becoming a spiritual vessel that sees the Lord. (note: bold and italics added for emphasis)

Sparks says:

"Nicodemus comes with all his 'fullness'. He is a man with a great fullness - a ruler of the Jews, in high standing, in a place of influence, and much more. He represents a fullness of a religious kind. Then the Lord virtually says to him: 'You have to let it all go, and start all over again like a newborn babe. You are concerned about the Kingdom of Heaven, but you cannot bring any of that into the Kingdom.' To the rich young ruler He says, in effect, 'You cannot bring your riches in here.' You may have a lot of natural wealth - intellectual, financial, influential, positional, but that does not give you any standing in the Kingdom of Heaven at all. The wealthiest, the fullest, the biggest here in this world receives no more of the glance of the Lord in their direction than the poorest and the weakest. All are brought down here - you must be born again, you must start from zero in this matter of the Kingdom of Heaven. The Kingdom is not a matter of eating and drinking, it is a matter of spiritual measure; and you start spiritual measure by being born of the Spirit. The new life is utterly spiritual from the very first breath - something that was not before, something new.

Spiritual measure is just knowing the Lord; that is all. Our standing in the Kingdom of Heaven is simply a matter of knowing the Lord, and if we are going to gain higher place it is not going to be at all by preferences, but by the increase of our spiritual measure. People who count in heaven are spiritual people, and what counts is the degree of their spirituality; and spirituality is knowing the Lord. We may take it that the Lord applies Himself utterly to this matter of bringing us to know Him. That is the thing that really does count."

May you know the Lord.

Agape,

Steve

The Power of the Spirit

I have been meditating on what Jesus told the disciples after His resurrection. The Lord's words were recorded by Luke in The Acts of the Apostles. Note very carefully what Jesus said:

On one occasion, while he was eating with them, he gave them this command: "Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about. For John baptized with water, but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit... you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you." (Acts 1:4-5, 8)

I'm not sure if the disciples knew what the Lord meant when he said they would soon be baptized with the Holy Spirit and they would receive power, but when you read what they did after that blessed event, you will see they were vastly changed people. Their hearts were fundamentally transformed. They saw Old Testament Scripture in a different way - in a new light. The words of all the prophets came into clear view. They were One with the Lord.

That is the power of the Holy Spirit. It transforms hearts. It produces love and light. When you are blessed with the Spirit, you receive the most magnificent gift in the universe. There is no greater gift.

May you be baptized with the Holy Spirit.

Agape,

Steve

A Song Satan Hates

Christine and I were playing "I Am Love" for some new friends of ours last weekend and we got an unexpected visit from Satan immediately following the performance. The prince of darkness got Christine's attention and communicated very clearly to her that he "hates" the song. He can't stand "I Am Love." It is rubbish to his ears.

We didn't discuss the event until our friends parted later that evening. Christine was a bit shaken up by the event, and I have to admit that I was taken aback by what had happened. I told her I wasn't at all surprised. I already knew Satan hated the song and the last thing he wanted was to hear it in the world on the radio. The world, of course, needs to hear the song. It is light in the darkness. But Satan will move all hell to prevent that from happening. Why? Because the song illuminates Christ and God's never failing love.

As I explained in a previous blog (see: "I Am Love"), the song was a gift - a tremendous blessing - from the Holy Spirit. On December 7, 2002 at 3:45 a.m., I had a revelation of Christ as love. I saw Christ as love. The song is based partly on Paul's first letter to the Corinthians. In Chapter 13, the Spirit flows greatly through Paul and illuminates the Lord's love to the church in Corinth. I believe this was a turning point in the history of the world. What the Spirit described through Paul was a love like no other in the universe. God's love, said the Spirit through Paul, never fails.

God is love (1 John 4:8), and His love never fails (1 Corinthians 13:8).

Satan wants no part of these truths. They burn his ears. They blind him. He battled love when Jesus walked the earth and lost. God's love defeated Satan. God's love is eternal. It is a flame that cannot be extinguished, try as the prince of darkness might (and boy does he ever try!).

God's love is the light that always has and always will prevail over darkness. Where there is God's love, there is always light. Satan can't handle the light. He chose a different path - a path that leads to eternal darkness. We know his fate (see The Book Revelation). It cannot be altered. Satan's future is one of eternal darkness. There is no worse fate for anyone or anything in the universe.

I have no idea what plans the Lord has for "I Am Love." It is His song. He can do with it whatever He pleases. The truth is Satan cannot destroy the song. He can hate it, he can despise it. He can tell lies about it. He can do all the pathetic things he typically does. That's his nature - to tell lies and to hate.

Jesus said the truth sets us free, and the truth is "I Am Love" was a gift from God. It is the Lord's song and the Lord will do with it as He pleases. Jesus is King of Kings and Lord of Lords and the prince of darkness is just going to have to deal with this Divine truth from here until the day God disposes of him.

May His love reign supreme in your heart.

Agape,

Steve

ps: If you would like to hear a recording of "I Am Love," click on song title at the link below. You'll need to scroll down a bit - it's in the left hand column - 4 songs down from the top:

http://cdbaby.com/cd/sweetbird

Christine and I are planning on re-recording the song for the next Sweetbird record ("The Great Life"), due out, Lord-willing, in Spring 2009).
Monday, December 10, 2007

Kingdom Come

I've been reading T. Austin-Sparks' book "Prophetic Ministry" over the past week. It is a remarkable book, filled with incredible light. The book dovetails nicely with a song I received recently from the Spirit titled "Kingdom Come" that Christine and I are planning to record for the next Sweetbird record. The lyrics of the song resonate strongly with Chapter 6 from Sparks' book, where he defines clearly what the Kingdom is.

Over the years, I have heard many Christians talk about the Kingdom, but nobody has articulated it as well as Sparks has in his book. I've reprinted his discussion of what the Kingdom is below. I hope you find it as illuminating as I did (note: bold italics text added for emphasis).

WHAT THE KINGDOM IS
(excerpt from Chapter 6 of "Prophetic Ministry," by T. Austin-Sparks)

(a) A New Life

First of all, the Kingdom of Heaven was a new life, altogether other than that which men knew anything about in all their history from Adam onward. That is what the Lord meant in His own first reference to the Kingdom, when speaking to Nicodemus about his soul's need. "Except one be born anew, he cannot see the kingdom of God" - because it is another life that has come in, as by a birth. It is not just the energizing of an old life. It is not just the swinging over of an old life into new interests, turning from one line of interest to another, from one system of occupation to another: once you were all out for the world, and now with the same life and interest you are all out for Christianity. No, it is another, different life, a life that never was, given from God Himself. The very essence of the Kingdom of Heaven is that it is a heavenly nature in a heavenly life, given as a distinct gift at a crisis. Another life - that is the Kingdom, to begin with.

(b) A New Relationship

It is a new relationship, a relationship with God: which is not simply that now we become interested in God - that God becomes an object of our consideration and we swing over from one relationship to another because now we have taken up Christianity. No, it is a relationship which is of the essence of this very life itself. We have an altogether new and different consciousness, so far as our relationship to God is concerned. The great truth of the Gospels, especially as emphasized in the Gospel by John, is that a new revelation of relationship with God has come by Jesus Christ. "I manifested thy name unto the men whom thou gavest me out of the world" (John 17:6). That name, of which He is always speaking, represented a new relationship - "Father"; not in the sense of a general and universal fatherhood of God and brotherhood of man, but a specific, new relationship which comes about only by the entering of the Holy Spirit into the life in a definite, critical act. "God sent forth the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, Abba, Father" (Galatians 4:6). When did that happen with you? What was the very first lisp of your new life? "Father!" - uttered out of a new consciousness. Not now a God who is afar off, unthinkable, all-terrible, of whom you are afraid; no, "Father!" When we are "born of the Spirit," there is brought about an entirely new relationship.

(c) A New Constitution

Then the Kingdom of Heaven is a new constitution. I am not thinking now of a new set of laws and regulations, but of a new constitution so far as you and I are concerned. We are constituted anew, with an entirely new set of capacities which make possible things which were never possible before. It ought to be recognised - and I would have you lay this to heart anew - that the child of God, the member of the Kingdom of Heaven, is the embodiment of a miracle, which means that there are supernatural possibilities and capacities in every such one. What tremendous things go on in the history of a child of God! When we see fully and clearly at last, we shall recognise them to have been nothing less than Divine miracles again and again. We do not know all the forces which are bent upon the destruction of a child of God, and how much his preserving through to the end represents an exercise of the almighty power of God. Some of us know a little about that: that our very survival is because God has exercised His power over other immense hostile powers, that we are kept by the power of God - and that it takes the power of God to keep us!

The inception of the life of the child of God is a miracle. 'How can a man be born again?' There is no answer to that question except that God does it. "How can this man give us his flesh to eat?" (John 6:52). That is, how can the child of God be supported throughout, without anything here to help, to succour, to nourish? There is no answer to that either, except that God does it; and if He does not, the child of God, because of the extra forces centred upon him or her for destruction, will simply go under. The consummation of the life of the child of God will be equally a miracle. "How are the dead raised? and with what manner of body do they come?" (I Corinthians 15:35). The answer to that is the same - God alone is going to do it.

The whole matter is a miracle from start to finish. It is a new constitution, having in it possibilities and capacities which are altogether above and beyond the highest level of human abilities; that is, above and over the whole kingdom of earth and nature.

(d) A New Vocation

Further, it is a new vocation. It is something for which to live, something in which to serve, something to bring into operation. It becomes the sphere and the means of a new life-ministry and purpose. The very consciousness of a truly born-again child of God is like this - 'Now I know why I am alive! I have been wondering all along why I was born; I have grumbled about it, and felt I was hardly done by in being brought into this world without being consulted as to whether I wanted to come; but now I see there is purpose in it - I have something to live for!' A truly born-again child of God goes off and tells people that, after all, it is worth being alive! He has discovered, behind everything else, that which has Divine intent and meaning - it never existed as an active thing until he was born anew and entered into the Kingdom. The Kingdom of Heaven is a new vocation, a new sense of life-purpose. It gives to life a meaning. That is the Kingdom.

Is that not altogether a different idea from that which would make the Kingdom a place with certain laws and regulations - 'You must' and 'You must not' - something objective? "The kingdom of God is within you" (Luke 17:21), and it is after this kind.

(e) A New Gravitation - To Heaven, Not Earth

It is moreover something from above, and that surely implies that it is transcendent in every way. It is something that lives, and it brings life up on to a higher level. That is, if the new life comes from above, from heaven, it will always gravitate back to its source, and if this new life works in us, it will be lifting us, pulling us upward to God. It will so work that we shall feel first of all that this world is not our home. It was our home; everything for us was here until that happened; we saw nothing beyond. Now we do not belong to it, we belong somewhere else; and in some strange way we are steadily moving further and further away from this earth. We find that we become less comfortable here every day. You are in the Kingdom if you have something like that experience. If you can be comfortable and happy and content to go on here you ought to have grave doubts as to where you are as regards the Kingdom. But if you are increasingly conscious that inwardly the distance is growing between you and all that is here, then the Kingdom is truly at work, the Kingdom of Heaven has come.

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May your spirit be pulled upward to His Kingdom.

Agape,

Steve
Friday, December 7, 2007

Giving Thanks

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. (Ezekiel 36:26-27)

Five years ago today I had a revelation of Christ as true love and was blessed with His Spirit. On this fifth anniversary of my spiritual regeneration, I give thanks to the Lord for opening the eyes of my heart so I could see Him. I also give thanks to the Lord for blessing me with His Spirit. It is the greatest gift I have ever - and will ever - receive in my life.

To know true love is to know God. God is love. (1 John 4:8)

Blessed with His Spirit, I now see and know the truth:

It is no longer I that lives, but Christ lives in me. (Galatians 2:20)

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing. Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13:1-8)

The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love. (Galatians 5:6)

Love is the fulfilment of the law. (Romans 13:10)

Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love. (Ephesians 5:1-2)

May God give to you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, the eyes of your heart being enlightened.

Agape,

Steve

The Transformational Power of Love

My good friend Bobby Gruenewald, a pastor at LifeChurch.tv, recently posted a blog that illustrates the transformational power of love. I've reprinted Bobby's post below:


My Transsexual Friend
By Bobby Gruenewald
November 30, 2007
LifeChurch.tv

Let me start by saying this is not a Second Life story. Though I am sure it could be.

Last year, I wanted to reconnect with a good friend of mine who had taken an out-of-state job. I had not talked to him for years and heard that he and his wife had moved to somewhere in Europe. In the process of tracking him down, I was shocked to hear that "he" had gone through various surgeries and was now a "she." I couldn't believe it! I knew him very well, was at his wedding...and now I wasn't sure if I knew her at all.

I prayed about how or if I should respond, and God clearly said 'love her right where she is at."

That's right..."love her." It was pretty hard for me to get there at first...I was concerned that acknowledging the change would somehow condone the decision.

But, I emailed my friend and addressed her by her new name. She responded with surprise as she did not expect to hear from me. Her wife (now ex), many of her friends, some of her family, and even her church had rejected her. I think she expected me to do the same. I think I expected me to do the same. I don't personally know any other transsexuals, and as such, the whole thing seemed a bit freaky to me. Nonetheless, we emailed back and forth and caught up on the details.

Though I could not really understand how/why she had made the decisions she had, I really felt compassion for her. I believed God had reconnected us for a reason, and I began to pray that she would simply listen to God's voice.

We've stayed in contact over the last year via email, phone and once in-person when she had to come to the states on business. Last weekend, she and her girlfriend were visiting the US, and Melissa and I invited them to stay at our house. We, of course, brought them to church.

Now this is what is amazing to me - my transsexual friend tearfully raised her hand during the invitation to follow Christ. I prayed with her...and in our lobby, she began to describe how God has been trying to get her attention. She realizes that Satan has been deceiving her...that there are long-term consequences to the decisions she has made...she feels that God wants her to be close to Him...and she really wants that too...and also that she is considering changing back to living as a man. Wow! This is only something God could do.

Now, I don't know exactly what the future looks like. There are many complicated and significant decisions that my friend is facing. But, God is talking, and she is listening. It's a clear answer to prayer.

God has used this experience to reveal some things to me...perhaps He might do the same with you.

I'm pretty sure that I would not have stopped to listen to God and reach out to this person had it not been my friend, and I thank him for showing me how to love someone even when I didn't understand the circumstances. Has God ever surprised you in a situation where you may have "rejected" someone, but showed them love instead?

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God bless you, Bobby!

May His heart reign supreme in your heart.

Agape,

Steve

The Spirit Within

I've been blogging recently on the importance of the Spirit in our walk with the Lord. The Spirit is the difference between light and life and darkness and death. Without the Spirit, it is impossible to live a life of love and walk the narrow path.

I came across a book by T. Austin-Sparks recently titled "Prophetic Ministry" that sheds a great deal of light on how the Spirit transforms our hearts and our lives. In his book, Sparks discusses how the lives of the disciples were utterly transformed by the Spirit.

I have reprinted Chapter 7 from Sparks' book below so that you can see the difference between Spirit-filled hearts and non-Spirit-filled hearts. The difference, to use an old cliche, is night and day.

See for yourself below:


Prophetic Ministry

by T. Austin-Sparks

Chapter 7 - The Contrast Between the Old Dispensation and the New


"For they that dwell in Jerusalem, and their rulers, because they knew him not, nor the voices of the prophets which are read every sabbath, fulfilled them by condemning him" (Acts 13:27).

In a way, that verse is the key to the whole of the book of the Acts, for this book is really an interpretation and exhibition of the principle that is at the heart of that statement - that is, that there is the Bible with its verbal statements, its record of utterances and activities of God through men, and it can be read and re-read for a lifetime, as it was in the case of the people referred to here, and yet the real significance may be missed. In other words, there is in it something more than the actual verbal statements. You may have the statements, the letter, the volume, the whole record, and you may know it as such, as these Jewish rulers did, and yet you may be missing the way, you may be moving on a plane altogether other than that which God intended. This book of the Acts, from beginning to end, shows that there was something more in the mind of God when He inspired men of old to speak and to write than is discernible in the actual words which they used, and which requires the activity of the Spirit of God if it is to be heard and grasped and understood, and if it is going to work out as things worked out in this book - in power, in effectiveness.

There is much of the Old Testament in the book of the Acts, and in the New Testament as a whole. The prophets are very much quoted, but see the difference between the effect of the words as used in the book of the Acts and the effect upon those who merely heard or read the actual utterances of the prophets. The Holy Ghost has come; and He is not making another Bible, He is using the old one; but it is a new book with a new meaning and a new effect, and you are amazed at times at the way in which He uses Scripture. You never saw that it meant that; it is something altogether beyond a former apprehension, although you knew that Scripture quite well in a way. There is a difference, and it is a crucial one.

So these people in Jerusalem and their rulers heard every Sabbath the prophets, but failed to hear their voice. They missed something - the voice of God coming through, the meaning of God in what was being said, as distinct from the mere statements. It is possible for a company to be gathered together and for one to be speaking the word of the Lord, and for some merely to hear the words and go away and say, 'He said so and so,' repeating what was actually said in verbal statements. It is at the same time possible for others to say, 'I never saw it like that before; I knew that passage of Scripture, but I never saw that!' Something, not only of a fresh recognition but of living value, has been detected. That is the difference between the words of the prophets and the voice of God through the words of the prophets.

So, as I have said, this verse in chapter 13 is, in a way, a key to this whole book. It makes this discrimination, which is so very important, between the letter and the spirit, between the statements and the Divine meaning in the statements. One is death and gets nowhere. The other is life and goes right through.

ALL PROPHECY POINTS TO THE LORD JESUS

Let us now glance at the book of the Acts. We go right back to the first chapter with this principle in mind. It might be well for us to be reminded, in parenthesis, that, speaking broadly, the whole Bible (but for a few verses) closes upon a comprehensive statement about this very matter. In Revelation 19:10, we are told that "the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy." What does that mean? It simply means this - that all the way through the Bible, from the beginning onward, there has been a predictive element in this sense, an element of implication, something implied beyond the actual words said at the time. In it all there has been a pointer onward. It may be an historic incident, something quite local and immediate in itself as to time, place and persons concerned, but in no part of the Bible is only the local and present in view. There is something more - there is an implication, there is a pointer onward; and if you could see where all these pointers point to, you would find it was Jesus. He is implied in everything, everywhere.

When we speak of prophecy, do not let us limit our thoughts to certain times and certain men of the Old Testament. True, we have been, and are very often, occupied with the prophets whose books are included in the 'prophetic' section of the Old Testament, but we have to expand beyond that. Moses was called a prophet (Deuteronomy 18:15), and Samuel was a prophet (1 Samuel 3:20), and even David in the New Testament is called a prophet (Acts 2:30). The spirit of prophecy embraces more than a certain class of men whom we designate prophets. The spirit of prophecy goes right back, as far back as Enoch; no, further back than that - to Genesis 3:15, concerning the seed of the woman: that is the spirit of Prophecy. So, if we remember that prophecy is something so far-reaching and all-inclusive, and bearing upon the Lord Jesus, I hope we are able to see something of Divine meaning as being more than verbal statement.
With that parenthesis, let us come to the first chapter of the Acts.

THE HOLY SPIRIT'S HIDDEN MEANING IN THE SCRIPTURES

"They therefore, when they were come together, asked him saying, Lord, dost thou at this time restore the kingdom to Israel?" (Acts 1:6).

We pointed out in a previous chapter how much the prophets were occupied with this matter of the Kingdom. These disciples of the Lord Jesus had their whole idea of the Kingdom from the prophets, and so their question is based upon a certain kind of mental apprehension of the teaching of the prophets. They had deduced certain things from what the prophets said, and they bring this question even at this late hour - "Dost thou at this time restore the kingdom to Israel? And he said unto them, It is not for you to know times and seasons, which the Father hath set within his own authority. But ye shall receive power, when the Holy Spirit is come upon you: and ye shall be my witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea and Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth. And when he had said these things, as they were looking," - He restored the Kingdom, ascended His throne? No - "he was taken up; and a cloud received him out of their sight" (Acts 1:6-9).

Everything begins there in the way of spiritual understanding, because this statement of the Lord Jesus indicated that a new dispensation was being inaugurated which was different from that which the disciples had expected from the teaching of the prophets. This was the dispensation of the Holy Spirit, and they were going to discover that the Holy Spirit had meanings about the Old Testament prophecies which they had never imagined were there. Not until the Holy Spirit took hold of the Word of God did they know the prophets at all. And then we shall see that when He really took hold of the Scriptures and began to apply them and open them up and give the Divine meaning, things happened which not only were unexpected but were utterly contrary and opposed to the fixed mentality of the disciples, and which required a complete shattering of their mentality, the abandonment of established positions on their part. It is tremendously challenging if the Holy Spirit gets hold of the Word of God and then gets hold of us. There are going to be revolutionary changes in our whole outlook and procedure, and this book of the Acts is just full of that.

THE COMING OF THE SPIRIT - A NEW ORDER INTRODUCED

It is the dispensation, or stewardship, of the Holy Ghost. The words 'dispensation' and 'stewardship' mean an economy, an order; how things are done in this regime. We find that, in this dispensation, when the Holy Spirit came, He began to change things, because He was in charge. You may become a member of the staff of a business, and when you arrive you find things are done in such and such a way. Times are set and fixed like this; this is how things are done in this regime. And then a new Managing Director arrives, and he sees this prevailing order, and he registers at once that it is an imperfect system, that it is not producing the fullest results for which the business exists. He begins quietly but very strongly to take charge, and things begin to change, and the old set people who have been in that regime for years do not like these changes, and they begin to kick. They will not have it; they revolt and begin to fight against this new order. Some, who are more open-spirited, who are not so fixed and settled, begin to see his mind, his vision, and although they stumble on difficulties from time to time, and come up against the implications of this tremendous change - like Peter, over the visit to Cornelius (Acts 10) - and it wants just a little battle to get over the old prejudice, nevertheless, they have their battle, get over their difficulties, and fall into line, and so the great change takes place with wonderful results. Things begin to happen; the original purpose of the business is now beginning, in a wonderful way, to be realised and fulfilled.

That is exactly what happened when the Holy Spirit came in on the day of Pentecost. There was an existing, fixed, established order, but it was not reaching God's end. It was not, as we say, 'delivering the goods'. The Holy Ghost came, with all the full knowledge of the Divine mind; He entered in and began His work of realising the real Divine concept; He took hold. So He divided the people. Some - these that dwelt in Jerusalem, and their rulers - would not have the new order. Well, all right - they lose it all. But others came into the fellowship of the Holy Ghost, "joined unto the Lord... one spirit" (1 Corinthians 6:17), with wonderful results.

A VITAL CONTRAST - THE LETTER AND THE SPIRIT OF SCRIPTURE

The point is: first of all, it is a new dispensation; and next, the Holy Ghost is in charge. His being in charge has to be recognised, with all that it means. And, being in charge, by His activities He reveals and evolves the very object of God from all eternity, and seeks to bring it out in this dispensation. As for the cleavage - well, it was an historic cleavage then, but it is a cleavage which spiritually has been going on all through the dispensation. It is a dividing between men of the letter and men of the spirit.

That movement, that tendency, toward a fixed position is constantly recurring, bringing that which is of God into imprisonment, within organized limitations which frustrate the whole counsel of God. I have an article before me - I wish I could quote it all; I cannot - but there are some things in it which express what is in my heart better than anything that I could say myself. It was written by a Member of the British Parliament.

'There are many classifications into which men and women may be divided - as upper, middle or lower class; rich, well-to-do and poor ; religious, sceptical and atheist; ... and so forth and so on. But, as I think, the only categorization which really matters is that which divides men as between the Servants of the Spirit and the Prisoners of the Organization. That classification, which cuts right across all other classifications, is indeed the fundamental one. The idea, the inspiration, originates in the internal world, the world of the Spirit... the idea having embodied itself in the organization, the organization then proceeds gradually to slay the idea which gave it birth. In the field of religion a prophet, an inspired man, will see a vision of truth. He expresses that vision as best he may in words. Upon what his disciples understand of the prophet's message, an organization, a church, will be built. The half-understood message will crystallize into a creed. Before long the principle concern of the church will be to sustain itself as an organization. To this end any departure from the creed must be controverted and, if necessary, suppressed as heresy. In a few score or a few hundred years what was conceived as a vehicle of a new and higher truth has become a prison for the souls of men. And men are murdering each other for the love of God.

'One moral to be drawn, it would not be wholly facetious to suggest, might be that the first rule for any organization should be a rule providing for its dissolution within a limited period of time... When we are members of an organization, as such, our attitude to it should be one of partial detachment. We must be above it even while we are in it. We should reckon on being in almost perpetual rebellion within it. Above all we should regard all loyalties to organization as tentative and provisional. We must be Servants of the Spirit, not Prisoners of the Organization. We must keep in touch with the sources of life, not lose ourselves in the temporary vehicles.'
'This world is a bridge. Ye shall pass over it, but ye shall build no houses upon it.'

Is that not just what you have in the Acts and all the way through - the crystallizing of our apprehension of truth, our interpretation, the partial perception, the statement in the letter, something fixed, embodying that which was of the Spirit of God in the beginning, but not allowing it to go beyond those bounds now? Anything more, anything other than that, is called heresy; this is the last word. It may be embodied in an organization, in what is called a church, a sect, a denomination, and if you go beyond that, well, you are said to be all wrong. The great difference between men of the organization and men of the Spirit is what you have here in the Book of the Acts.

THE LORDSHIP OF THE SPIRIT ESSENTIAL TO PROGRESS

The point is this: the fullness of Divine purpose demands that the Holy Spirit be continually in charge, that He be allowed to be completely in the place of government, and that we do not put anything in His place - nothing whatsoever; not a 'church', not a fixed order - so that at any point or in any way we could say, 'That is not what we teach, that is not what we have been brought up to believe, that is not what our church believes and teaches.' To do that is to put something in the way of the Holy Ghost. The Holy Ghost must be in charge and must be free. It was on those very points that the Apostles themselves had firstly their battles and then their enlargements. We shall see that as we go on. The full Divine purpose is going to take shape when the Holy Spirit is in charge with us.

And then there is something infinitely greater than times and seasons. Be careful about times and seasons; they have a wonderful and pernicious way of bringing you into limitations. Many people are dwelling in times and seasons. But they have done that all the way through the centuries. Let us watch, observe, take note; but be careful. Things have been happening, for example, in Palestine. We were told that the times of the Gentiles ended when General Allenby entered Jerusalem; that a new Caesar had arrived to reconstitute the Roman Empire when Mussolini set up his great empire in Rome! That sort of thing has been going on for centuries, and it is all based upon times and seasons.

The point is this - not that there are no times and seasons, not that there are not movements in the plan of God which have their particular characteristics and can he noted, but that there is something infinitely greater than that. It is the heavenly and not the earthly aspect that is in view in the Book of the Acts. That is why I stayed at that point - "When he had said these things... he was taken up". From that point it became a heavenly matter. Later the apostle Paul will use a phrase like this: "The Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God " (I Corinthians 2:10). "The Spirit searcheth... the deep things of God": that is something transcendently greater than times and seasons; and if the Holy Spirit really is in charge, there is no fathoming what God has to reveal. "Things which eye saw not, and ear heard not, and which entered not into the heart of man." It is out there, into that vast realm, that the Holy Spirit would bring us, and we must be very careful that we do not clamp down on the Holy Spirit with man-made, man-constituted institutions. We must keep out in the open with the Spirit, and it is there that our surprises will begin - yes, and our very real discipline.

THE PROPHETS' ULTIMATE MEANING SPIRITUAL AND HEAVENLY

Those referred to in Acts 13:27, or those of whom they were typical, had a kind of apprehension of the Scriptures. There was no doubt at all about their devotion to the Word of God. They were fundamentalists of a rabid kind, as far as the inspiration of the Scriptures was concerned. They stickled for the Scriptures; they dotted all the 'i's and crossed all the 't's. Many among them were particular about the smallest detail in the realm of outward observances, even to the point of fussy fastidiousness. Because the law ordained that a tithe of all the fruit of the land was the Lord's, they tithed meticulously even their mint and other herbs - but at the same time over-looked the things that were inward and which mattered much more to the Lord, such as judgment, mercy and faith (Matthew 23:23). That was their apprehension, their mentality, their position. They saw everything on the horizontal. It was a matter of the exact technique of Scripture.

What was the result? Well, they were perpetuating an earthly system with the Word of God. Their 'church' was the 'church of Israel', the 'Israelitish church' - and you can put in the place of Israel any other denominational title that you like. That church had its own particular forms, its vestments, its ritual, its liturgy, and all according to the Scriptures. It had its reading of the prophets every Sabbath. It had the whole system; but it was right down here on this earth and as dead as anything could be. It was purely formal; it was not getting through to God's end at all. Scriptural, in a sense, though it was, it was failing to realise the eternal counsels of God. When the Holy Ghost came, He did not sweep away the prophets, the Old Testament. He took them up and showed that there was something more - something more than all that earthly, perfect technique of the Word of God, with all its accompaniments - without which all that other would have to be set aside. And it is going to be set aside. It fails to reach God's end, therefore it passes out; and that is the issue of the Book of the Acts - the great transition. There is a Divine meaning back of all that, and when you have the Divine meaning, you can dispense with the other - it can go. If you have the thing in the really spiritual sense and realm, in the living and heavenly way, it does not matter about the other; that just drops out and falls away.

That is what happened in the Book of the Acts. You can hardly see the point at which it happened, but there is such a point. The Apostles did go on attending the temple and the synagogues for a little while, and then they ceased to do so. They were continuing for a time, but then it was as though they were steadily, quietly, moving out, and eventually they were out. Something had happened. They had come into the real thing and the initial thing had gone. The one led to the other, but it had served its purpose. They came into the heavenly good and meaning of it all; it was not a matter of technique now.

There are many who will say about the fixed orders and rituals: 'Of course, we do not regard this as everything; it is only symbolic. We do remember that it implies and points to something else, and it is that something else we are thinking of.' Yes, but is it not true that, when the Holy Ghost comes, as He came then, and gets possession, and you go on with Him, more and more the emphasis of the merely outward and earthly and temporal aspects of Christianity fade away, and you become increasingly occupied with the glory of the reality? The Jesus of history gives full place to the Jesus of the Spirit, of heaven. That is exactly what is meant by "the voices of the prophets".

So, on the day of Pentecost, you start with Joel. Everybody in Jerusalem was saying, "What meaneth this?" (Acts 2:12). They were all bewildered, without any understanding or perception; and Peter, with the eleven, stood up and said: "This is that which hath been spoken through the prophet Joel" (vs. 16). "This is that..." What a crushing blow it was to tradition, what an upheaval it created in Israel, this - with its implications of Jesus of Nazareth! And the Apostle went on, quoting freely from the Old Testament. He quoted David. That sermon of his on the day of Pentecost was just full of Old Testament quotations. But who ever saw that - who ever knew that that was the meaning of it!

You see the point. It is something that really needs to come to us with tremendous force, because even New Testament Christianity can be reduced again to an earthly system of exact technique. You can write your manuals on New Testament procedure. You can have it exactly according to the letter - but it is all on the horizontal, it becomes legalistic, it ties up the Holy Ghost. Although the intention may have been to be more exactly according to Scripture, that the Lord might have a fuller way, it does not always result in that. The whole thing must be baptized in the Holy Ghost and lifted clean off the earthly level, becoming something entirely heavenly.

OUR RESPONSIBILITY TO YIELD TO THE SPIRIT

Now I think we can rightly say that, when the disciples asked, "Lord, dost thou at this time restore the kingdom to Israel?", they were seriously and genuinely exercised. The Scriptures must be fulfilled; what was written must happen. I think the disciples were very much occupied with this, burdened and perplexed; they wanted to know how things were going to work out. The Lord said, in effect: 'Do not worry about that. The Holy Ghost is coming and He will take all responsibility for everything - times and seasons and everything else. He is coming with the whole purpose of God in His hands, and He will work it out. You can be at rest - it is all right.' Those who get this earthly idea and conception of a system become terribly worried and burdened to work it out - burdened with the awful responsibility of this 'New Testament Church', of having things exactly as the Scriptures say! If the Holy Ghost were in charge, the burden would go. He is doing it. All that we are called upon to do is to get into the hands of the Holy Spirit, get completely free from all this harness, free to the Spirit of God. Matters will work out all right.

And even if the Holy Spirit comes up against some stones in us and for a time there is some conflict, He is more than equal to that situation. He is more than equal to Peter and his never having eaten anything unclean. When the Lord gave Peter that vision of the sheet let down with all manner of fourfooted beasts and creeping things and said, "Rise, Peter; kill and eat", Peter in effect quoted Scripture to the Lord; he quoted Leviticus 11, with its commandments concerning the unclean beasts which must not be eaten. 'Lord, here is Scripture for my position; my position is soundly founded upon the Word of God!' What are you going to do with that? Now, listen - I am not saying nor even implying that the Holy Ghost will ever call upon us to do something contrary to the Scriptures. He never will. But He will very often show us that the Scriptures mean something that we never saw them to mean. Leviticus 11 had a meaning that Peter had not seen. He had taken the letter and the literal meaning of those things. He never saw the Divine, spiritual meaning at the back of that. Cornelius had never received the Holy Spirit, and therefore an angel spoke to him. Peter had received the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost, and it was the Spirit who was speaking to Peter. The Holy Ghost had this matter in hand, and was dealing with the difficulties in Peter, even in his fundamentalism, to lift him off a merely temporal, earthly ground to a heavenly. Peter was living under an open heaven; and there are tremendous changes when you get there. It does not all happen at once.

THE HOLY SPIRIT 'UPON' AND 'IN'

Just one further word for the present. You notice here th